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May 2nd, 2005
03:06 am
no matter what people think they know, there are always 2 sides to every story. there are also more causes,and reasons behind every action. Not every action is meant to be malicious. Maybe we need to ask ourselves: Was the action a result of that person being hurt in someway? and not just because we think they are a bastard?
I think we take false comfort in believing that we know everything. That what we think is always the correct aspect of the problem. We take comfort in our own ignorance. As they say ignorance is bliss.
Also that what we hear from someone is always the correct answer. Even though we never really listen for the correct response.
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March 11th, 2005
02:11 am - Happy Birthday
Just want to say happy birthday to Kalthrax :)
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October 19th, 2004
12:16 am - Finally saw it.
just watched shaun of the dead. Great Movie. Only thing i have to say is if i ever turn into a zombie and kal survives i hope he keeps me chained up so we can still play D&D :) i would do the saem for him :)
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October 17th, 2004
11:50 pm - Sometimes i say the dumbest things
Today i told kal how i am growing my hair our, then promptly told him how i notice that he is as well....uh his hair was actually shorter i think than usual. I just realized that i never really noticed his haior length. Maybe casue he used to wear a hat alot.
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October 2nd, 2004
04:16 am - Weird little thing in my head
Always wanted to try to explain this phenomenom that happens alot. And no i have not done anythng or am trying to confess to anything, but is always something that bothers me to no end. And is the cause of me punking out alot when it come to paticular people. And there are quite alot of these people so no one in paticular think its you. Oh and i am tired so if this comes out worng so be it.
K You have 2 people, Person A and person B. Both are friends, or at least know each other.
A And B are facing each other looking at one another. Behind each person is utter chaos and destruction.
Now this destruction and chaos Behinf each of the persons is the damge they have caused to people, places, and things in there lives. This damge is everything, lies, manipulations and what not. Just all the Bad they have done. Of course in all the choas there is still structures that are intact, hence the good they have done.
K that beibng set up now for the difference between the views of person A and B:
A: Looks behind them and sees nothing but the good. Why? cause in there minds they can do no wrong. So al the chaos cannot be theres
B:Looks behind them and fully knows all the shit they has has caused: Why? cause they hold no illusions of a god like nature.
Now A and B Start to argue over things that they have done to each other.
A: points out what b has caused in there life and how much of a bastard they are for it.
B: counters by pointing out what A has done, but..B has done no wrong in his mind, and only points to the intact structures left in his wake.
How can B ever win? B cannot. So much in theis world is way unjust. We need to realize the things we do and go from there. I am sick of people denying about the dmg they have caused and placing the blasme on others. If i had a gun and the right to kill who i please the world would be a lonely place for me i think.
and Oh I am Person B. I totally realize the things i do even if i think i am doing the right thing. I will not deny the shit i have caused. I wish opther could be the same. They need to stop living in there made world of holier than thou.
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September 24th, 2004
11:06 am - BEWARE!!!!!!
I now have my license and a car :)
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September 1st, 2004
August 30th, 2004
11:54 pm - The Lady Donwstairs.......
Is FUCKEN CRAZY!!!!!!!!!! I get home from work turn on the ac, use the bathroom, and sit in front of my computer and start reading forums. Nothing else is on at all. Then she starts banging my ceiling w/ her broom really hard about 5 or 6 times. Its annoying me but i try to ignore it. Well then the security comes and knocks on my door, saying that she is complaing about loud base comming from my apartment. Only thing making noise is my A/C. What the fuck is her problem? She fucken call secruity on em when all i am doing is sitting in my hcair reading forums!!!!
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August 28th, 2004
01:32 am - State fair
haven't been in 15+ years, but every year i want too :( proably not make it this year either :(
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August 14th, 2004
02:30 pm - WOW!!
I write a post about me becoming an uncle, cause my sister had a baby. And i get only one reply. Thanks tracy for beiong the only one who actually cares. Now if i would of wrote an entry about being bent over and fucked by an alien species i would of had alot more reolys, but something that actually matters only one reply.
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August 11th, 2004
01:41 pm - I am now an uncle
Yesterday my sister gave birth to a boy. Do not know all the details yet, but will find out.
No name yet but 15 1/2" long and 2 pounds 4 ounces. Oh the baby is 2 months early.
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August 6th, 2004
03:45 am - Final descion for me to lose more money
I am gonna buy a ps2 in the next 2 weeks, cause i have to get gran turismo4 when it comes out in nov. I just have too!!
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01:34 am - Wanna try an intense game?
If ya do then play Doom III. This game fucken rocks!!!
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August 5th, 2004
09:21 pm - Just what i need
I just found out there is gonna be a D&D based mmorpg. Just great. well looks like my monthly bills will be going up again.
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July 27th, 2004
03:33 pm - For those intereted.
I am trying to put toghether a lan party. To be held at the holiday inn were i work. There should be a computer or 2 for spares for those who do not have a good system.
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July 26th, 2004
11:51 pm - Is it normal.........
To wake up in the moring w/ a 2 liter stuck in your arse? and have no memory of how it got there?
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July 25th, 2004
10:31 am - this may sound bad
I am truly happy for everyone that is finding the tings in life that they want. Love, happiness, money etc.. I am really happy for them, but the mnore i read about everyones happiness the more empty inside i feel. Its great to be able to see how your friends are able to find all that they desire, but it always makes me wonder why i cannot. Maybe its my lack of trying. Hell i do not know. I think that god likes to mess w/ me.
I must of seriously ben an ass in a past life or something. Anyways I am truly happy for everyone who has found there happinees. I just wish mine would come soon.
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July 23rd, 2004
04:22 pm - very odd
I have installed my new router and have both compters networked, and strangely my internet has seriusoly speed up. Very weird, but good.
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July 21st, 2004
12:06 am - I am truly cursed
I am cursed to be alone the rest of my life. I just do not understand why i fail to find someone. yes i know i hardly meet anyone, but when i do it starts out so good. Thenturns into the dead end i know and love. Tonight was the final straw. At this point almost all women truly are bitches. Excpet for my female friends :) had to say that to not upset tracy :). Lety do a check list:
1.am i an asshole? No.
2.Do i hit women? No.
3.do i play mind games w/ them? No.
4.Do i ever cheat? No.
5.Do i do whatever i can to help them if they need it? Yes.
6.Do i take advatage of them? No.
7.Ami ugly? Yes.
There we have it! i am anugly person who treats girls right, with respect. And not a good looking asshole who is a complete fuckwad. No wonder i am single.
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July 18th, 2004
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